Gut Shot

There is never a worse time in one's life when they reimagine heartbreak at its finest. I just found out, checking the timestamp, who exactly has taken my spot in life. My hands are shaking, my stomach is sick, there is nothing to throw up but emotion. I can see him in my minds eye and then see her. Following I am going to try and describe the exact physiological and mental aspects of getting gut shot.

My mouth has gone dry, not desert dry, but dry enough that I want water. And yet water feels like what happens when you see vampires drinking it on film, it gets in to your stomach and then it ruminates on its way down about how the exit is going to be pleasant and forces its own. My arms feel like I have gotten a shot in both of them